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28 April 2009 @ 12:33 am
please help me  
Im so tierd i need help. This weekend my mom cutted herself because her boyfriend left the house. He is back. But i think that in a way she was using it to manipulate him like saying oh look what you make me do to myself because she took a picture of it and sent to to him. And its really not fair to me because i had to clean it up and she knows that ive done it for my sister everytime shes drunk and that it hurts me. It wasnt like a big cut or anything.
Im loosing my mind i dont know what to do i cant take care of her i cant even hold myself together. Im only 17, shes the adult.
This weekend she was depressed and so she kept saying she wanted an ipod and so i went out and got her one with the money my dad gave me for my birthday.
Today when she dropped me of at school she said she needed to leave the house for a while
I dont know what to do. Ive backed a bag and i think im going to get out of the house tomorrow at 5 a.m
please help me, tell me what to do
 
 
 
thinincolourthinincolour on April 28th, 2009 04:36 am (UTC)
Ohh hun i think you being a really good daughter and she obviously has some issues that you can't be the one to deal with.
do you have any relative syou could talk to??

feel better!!
<3
Amandashower_of_stars on April 28th, 2009 04:37 am (UTC)
great minds.
thinincolourthinincolour on April 28th, 2009 04:38 am (UTC)
think alike?
Amandashower_of_stars on April 28th, 2009 04:37 am (UTC)
Do you have a relative or counselor at school or someone who you can talk to??
andreamendoza5andreamendoza5 on April 28th, 2009 04:40 am (UTC)
well i live far away from must of my family, and i was seeing a therapist but she decided that "an eating disorder is not a real issue, and that i needed to stop caring about looks"
so i cant see a shrink anymore because apparently its not a good enough reason.
sigh..she can be so harsh.
so basically, im alone
thinincolourthinincolour on April 28th, 2009 04:41 am (UTC)
well try the school counsellor or even if you have one teacher you really trust and i would try calling your relatives mabey they will come and help you or you could go stay with them. what about your dad?
thinincolourthinincolour on April 28th, 2009 04:40 am (UTC)
one question she wants to get away for a while or she wants you to get away for a while
andreamendoza5andreamendoza5 on April 28th, 2009 04:50 am (UTC)
she wants to go away
but im scared of what she'll do
im not strong enough to sit here alone waiting for her hopeing shes okay.
my dad lives in another continete, never calls, never cares/
i do have a teacher that i can really trust, so i can go to her.
and my friends in school are all amazing, but i have a hard time talking to people about things like this, so i dont
thinincolourthinincolour on April 28th, 2009 04:53 am (UTC)
Well i think mabey you should try your teacher first Really :)

i hope everything works out message me if you need!!

<3 <3 <3
Amandashower_of_stars on April 28th, 2009 05:03 am (UTC)
I agree- go to the teacher. She will have the resources and direction to help you.

I hope you get what you need-- keep us posted, ok? Good luck hon.