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29 April 2009 @ 08:04 am
I'm watching the sun dry my tears
and leave the makeup runs behind.

I said goodbye to my bestfriend lastnight
she moved.
She was my olny friend. It's hard
for me to make friends in the town i live in.

God i miss her so much.

I couldn't get up for school but my mom yelled
so i got dressed threw some makeup on and clothing.
ran out the door put on my LA shades and went to school
and had a friend pick me up after my mom droped me off
and now i'm here talking to you guys.

:( i need not cry over this anymore.
emptychaliceemptychalice on October 4th, 2011 07:29 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry love. That's really rough. That's happened to me a couple times, (first when I was six, Chloe moved to Oregon, then when I was 15, Tellia went to NC and now that I'm 20 my soul sister moved to Seattle.)

Nothing anyone can say will really lessen the pain, but I would suggest picking up a pen and writing to her prolifically. Associate an action with her (your ED usually means that you associate actions with progress.) Make each other video diaries and share them privately over Facebook. Get Skype. Text her and tell her something beautiful every time you get those pangs of lonliness. You don't have to let go to move on :)

Chin up, beautiful. You are loved, and you will get through this heart intact. *hug*
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