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29 April 2009 @ 07:09 am
epic fail.  

in my brave and seemingly motivated attempt to recover from my compulsive undereating i have now also developed compulsive purging on top of it.
and i dont even really binge.

seeing a doctor tonight to get a referal for a psychologist.
hurry up wednesday before i irreversibly damage my organs.
the one time i want help i have to wait two weeks.

Current Mood: cramps :(
masademasade on April 28th, 2009 09:27 pm (UTC)
I was slowly switching from not eating anything to wanting to eat everything and purge...it's weird.
Its good that you are getting help, be proud of yourself.
bonytoesbonytoes on April 28th, 2009 09:34 pm (UTC)
well at least you've decieded you want help :) that's a start :)
good luck
taz2k11taz2k11 on April 28th, 2009 09:37 pm (UTC)
i'm really happy that you have decided to get help
good luck, i hope it goes well for you.
janey11 on January 21st, 2010 08:26 am (UTC)
I hope you can find some peace so you don't irreversibly damage your organs. That wasn't what you had in mind with being thin. You wanted to be beautiful, remember? Just find the peace.

What do you mean I have developed on top of it. What have you developed? Talk to us
jay_starrr on August 2nd, 2010 03:16 pm (UTC)
hold in baby you will pull thru x