honey_and_thorn (honey_and_thorn) wrote in proanorexia,
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TREATMENT SUCKS

Hey Ladies! 

I'm in treatment for anorexia.  I was admitted to the hospital on November 15th and stayed there for two weeks, sitting in bed and having to eat >1000 calories a day!  Now I'm in Day Treatment Unit (against my will) in Portland at Kartini.  I go four days a week, ten hours a day with other patients for therapy and such.  We have to complete 100% of our meals otherwise we go back to the hospital with a feeding tube in our nose.  Yuck. And we are supposed to eat 3000 FUCKIN CALORIES PER DAY!!!  What the hell is wrong with these people?  I hate having to gain weight!  Never, ever, EVER let your parents take you to an eating disorder clinic for a 'checkup'.  I went with my parents and ended up in the hospital.  Life really is hell for me.  I'm not allowed to excerise, see friends, or shop at all!!!   I really need support from someone who has gone through the same thing as me, because I really want to end my life.  I don't want to live with all this fat on me. Please help!

~Honey

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