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13 January 2007 @ 11:32 pm
im such a fuck up  
in the past week ive been a very bad person.

and ive started smoking again
and i threw up blood today
and i gained about 24 calories off of my best friends boyfriend.

im a horrible horrible person and i really hate myself

help
 
 
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: Dont dream it, be it- Tim Curry
 
 
 
heather_bobheather_bob on January 14th, 2007 04:40 am (UTC)
=[ Oh honey be careful! You should really see a doctor about throwing up blood, NOT a good sign.

I know this is going to sound funny considering what community we're in together, but please take care of yourself =[ With all our issues, we don't need any extra!
williowraverwilliowraver on January 14th, 2007 04:50 am (UTC)
im going to a clinic tomorrow i guess. im sneaking out to go to the doctor...

thanks for the concern
TheUrbanFairydiblik_goblin on January 14th, 2007 04:42 am (UTC)
Girl I'm so worried about u trowing up blood u should go to a doc, and get ur self somenthing for ur troat, really don't worry u aren't a horrible person we all here love u very much!! and we are here for u


XOXOX
williowraverwilliowraver on January 14th, 2007 04:52 am (UTC)
i really dont know what i'd do with out you girls. it's like i cant trust anyone at school after what happened before and you all are always here for me.

love you
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williowraverwilliowraver on January 14th, 2007 04:55 am (UTC)
i totally think im free falling. i totally like messed everything in my life up at the same time.

good luck with the smoking thing. and im glad someone knows what im going through

~*~<3~*~Jay~*~<3~*~
m1nn1mouse on January 14th, 2007 04:45 am (UTC)
what do u mean gained 24 calories off the boy?
williowraverwilliowraver on January 14th, 2007 04:48 am (UTC)
i gave my bestfriend who is also one of my best friends boyfriends a blow job.
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m1nn1mouse on January 14th, 2007 04:57 am (UTC)
o0o0o0o0o sorry i didnt put those 2 together and i wouldnt worry about it
williowraverwilliowraver on January 14th, 2007 05:23 am (UTC)
im trying not to thin about it too much but when ever my minds free it shots there...I feel bad for not really feeling guilty
carlykidman on January 14th, 2007 04:58 am (UTC)
wow - and i gained about 24 calories off of my best friends boyfriend - you probably should be feeling bad. I'm glad you're not my friend.
williowraverwilliowraver on January 14th, 2007 05:00 am (UTC)
it wouldn't even be freaking about it but its just something i'd never do . im like freaking out about it now and i feel like such a whore.. i guess i am. im a whore...
carlykidman on January 14th, 2007 05:01 am (UTC)
yeah you probably are
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The maiden with wrought iron soulpancakesandsex on January 14th, 2007 04:05 pm (UTC)
I'm really glad you aren't my friend.
williowraverwilliowraver on January 15th, 2007 06:27 pm (UTC)
It really makes me sad that you said that. because i swear i just got done with this conversation. I hate that you already have this opinion of me. Im sorry that you'r so quick to judge me.

i love your icon :)

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